So I have heard more than one person tell me through out my life to act like the type of person you want to be and then you will be come that person. (i.e. act like you have confidence and you will eventually have confidence) Does that ever really work or do you start to loose who you are? The last year I have tried to push myself to do things I am not comfortable doing and take a step out of my compfort zone. The last few weeks I have started wondering how beneficial all those things I have done really are. I find myself feeling like I have to give excuses for not doing things that I don't feel comfortable doing. I don't like doing things by myself but I do when I really want to do something and there isn't anyone to go with me. I was also taught that there are certain things that girls shouldn't do by themselves but I feel like there are people who are contantly asking me why I don't go do those things. I don't know, I feel like all this pushing and trying for a life that is the typical "Washington Life" is making me loose part of who I am. I feel that way with my parents and their pushing for me to get a boyfriend and get married. I am loosing my care free relaxed nature about my life and gaining a critical voice that keeps telling me that I should be out doing all these things by myself and should have a boyfriend. I'm ok with my life, why can't everyone else be too?
(Sorry, I am just frustrated right now)
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